It's gonna be wild, It's gonna be great, It's gonna be full of Me !

     Lately, life has been a bit of a roller coaster. Not one of those loopy ups and downs at every corner kind of roller coaster, just a kid's version. Let me start off by saying I am grateful for everything God has blessed me with at this moment. No. 1 being this life I am living! I thank Him so much because I could have honestly died a month and a half ago. Luckily I was under His protection that night! No. 2 being my family and friends! I love them dearly, I really do. But lately I have been having a rough season. Some part of it was good and some was just...a lot to handle really. It's not even half way through two months of 2012 and my family has been in and out of the hospital at least 12 times already. Its tough I tell you, waiting in that ER to know if your kin is okay or not. Yet I still have hope that He will pull through for me, and He eventually does. I quit my recent job at the cell phone store, which was a good decision because the environment wasn't what I needed. I am blessed to have got another job so quickly, but I know this will test me too. I am honestly not looking forward to 12 hours of work for 6 days a week. But I can manage!Besides the family and work, my person self being (if you even want to call it that) has been a little bit tough. I know I was recently drifting away from God, and I am working on that as we speak! I know that with Him NOTHING is impossible! So I want to continue to keep striving to better myself for Him, and try to become a better man of God! He gives and He takes away, and when He does take away I want to be able to just let go and just let God. Even though this may not be my season, I hope that the next one will be greater! There is so many things and people that I miss and want. But I know I need to focus on something greater than those things and people. Ahhh...I don't even know at this moment. ha.

If you read this...I would love for you to pray for me!

"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope." -Jeremiah 29:11 

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